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Hello and welcome to my podcast!

My intention here is to offer you a bite-sized transformative experience that will fit into your busy schedule.

Here you will find moments of gratitude, interesting conversations about art, the healing powers of journaling and shadow work, dealing with change, trauma bonds and loss, and whatever else this seeker heart of mine decides to bring to my attention.

*For those looking to write and publish their own books, or to add the empowering and healing exercise of journaling and shadow work, contact me today about getting started on your journey! I can be contacted at TheTroubledMOnk@gmail.com

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Thank you for taking the time to check out my profile. I look forward to our journey together!

Sincerely, Ryan Donnelly (The Troubled Monk)

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